Tomorrow is the day

Tomorrow i take the first step in the healing process I leave TN for CT, please continue to pray for me for safe travels but the strength and grace to rebuild my life and to not let bitterness and hate enter my heart. I will be back soon maybe as early as Sunday night if not then most likely Monday its gonna be a long weekend for yours truly

Hopefully this is the only snag for the trip but woke up this morning and checked the flight the first flight was 20 mins delayed but theyre almost at the airport for the connecting flight i checked the connecting flight and its showing cancelled. And the Airport flight info is not showing any more flights to Nashville not sure if my dad and bro are aware of the flight being cancelled or not I know my mom didnt know. They dont have a cell phone on them ....... Please PLEASE let this be the only snag

Oh and the "woman" never came home last night

take care..we will be here for you

Hoping all went well...

take care and take time to heal yourself

It was a NIGHTMARE

They got in at almost 6pm , then the soon to be ex wanted my stuff gone that night wouldnt cut me a break so pretty much after getting the hotel room with my bro and dad we moved all the stuff out of the apt into the hotel room, cuz of the snag with the flight we werent able to get a rental until MONDAY so we spent sunday hanging out and trying to find a rental. We had good weahter from TN to PA in Scranton we hit a nasty storm right on 84 E and anyone who knows that area knows how much of a nightmare that is, we got to the rest area and waited the storm out this was 430am by 7am we were once again on the road with decent road conditions, hit some light rain from PA to CT in patches, by late morning we got there, then got a storage unit and unloaded the vehicles didnt crash till 10pm last night still feel a bit out of it but itll take some time. I already feel a liberation its nice being around my family again and Bowie and my Aunt and Uncle
s dog get along but please keep me in prayer and my dog as she makes this adjustment.

you have a brand new life ahead of you brother I wish you fair sailing and good journeys.

sounds like you will be better off after the move

Nothing but the best fo ryou addy...I am glad you are out of tenn. and with your family now..she sounds very bitter not sure why..

Well chances are she was cheating on me and had been for awhile

She wants to change her last name back to the last name of her first ex husband, he moved in RIGHT after I moved out

I am better off here, but I feel very lonely in a different way. For now its bearable as I am enjoying the time with friends and family

Most people do not leave a relationship unless they haev something or someone on the side..Not to be a jerk saying this but I have found this to be very true..Sorry to had to go thru this...I wish you nothing but happiness...I just feel bad for her kids..They have no clue what is going on...

that is to bad..seems like people are hard to trust a lot of the time

Eliene your not telling me anything i havent already thought or said before

Just so sad that you tried and was a good father to her kids...On a brighter note..How is connecticut and maybe one day we can meet up if we are in that area...My friend lives in mystic...Might go up there this year and try to visit her...Scott likes that area..

Mystic is where im living now with my Aunt and Uncle

In fact in a week and a half we're going to the annual chowderfest ive never been but have always wanted to go

CT is cold with a few mild spells but its not snowed since ive been back, Its adjustment but I am going in the right direction

My friend moved to mystic a few months ago..She said the taxes were not as high as nj..I did not relaize the taxes were much cheaper there...

Sales tax might be going up if the new Govener's package is allowed but its still lower than TN and RI

I am sorry everything you have gone thru but you will recover and as for as your ex, I am willing to bet she will be very unhappy in her "new relationship", she has already seen that movie and knows it ends badly.

In the long run it sucks right now but I think she may have done you a favor, I donot know why she is bitter but one day she will realize she lost a good man.

Thanks manny

Well called Manny!

how you doing Addy?

Ive been better, Thanks for asking Ricky

I hope it gets better with time...

So do I, i have good days and bad days, right now ive been looking into going back to school for a bachelor's in Web Design and Development if I do that then I think itll be a welcome distraction

sounds like a good idea

I also think it is a good idea and it will be good to keep you mind occupied...

Yeah Ive had a real desire for web design since the late 90s and I have always wanted to learn more and even do it for a living, I should know tomorrow or friday about the finanical aid part hoping i qualify for enough

good luck.

Thanks if you think of me pray for me that God will provide

You got it

Got some other stuff im doing with school, turns out I gave them a figure that was wrong It was 7k more than i actually made so I might qualify for some grants and maybe more aid cuz of that error, wont know till next week.

Also I am eligable for unemployment so I am happy about that its an amt that will let me pay all my bills so I am happy about that.

Maybe my fortunes are changing for the better Lord willing

sounds good...

Wishing you the best...

Glad to hear things are improving Addy! I think school is a great idea! You are still in my Prayers!

any new news addy?

Yes as a matter of fact I do have a small bit of news I am going to be starting school on April 4th for a bachelors in web design I am very very excited I am also hoping to get my first unemployment check this week too Hoping.......

Stone Temple Addy wrote:

Yes as a matter of fact I do have a small bit of news I am going to be starting school on April 4th for a bachelors in web design I am very very excited I am also hoping to get my first unemployment check this week too Hoping.......

Hell yeah bro glad to hear that!

Good news Addy

Stone Temple Addy wrote:

Yes as a matter of fact I do have a small bit of news I am going to be starting school on April 4th for a bachelors in web design I am very very excited I am also hoping to get my first unemployment check this week too Hoping.......

That isn't small good news, that is great big good news, glad to see you are moving forward, this is the beginning of a new chapter and I believe a better life, enjoy the journey brutha

I agree with you manny..Ithink this is a new chapter in his life for the good..

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Also I am eligable for unemployment so I am happy about that its an amt that will let me pay all my bills so I am happy about that.

Turns out i spoke to soon on that, I thought I had gotten in the mail the payment plan I thought was saying i was approved, I called this morning and was told a decision was made on monday and that i Was denied unemployment, so Ive filed an appeal but believe me when I say I am pissed off as fucking hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I got the classes starting soon, but till then I have no distractions, and my headspace isnt very good at the moment

sounds like the government for you..I hope you get it fixed..

I miss you and think of and Pray for you often Addy! Hang tough Brother!!!

Hey Criss check the admin section when you get a chance k

what lounge

Please continue to pray for me, I have some huge obsticles to overcome, still looking for work and trying to get state medical ins. as I suspect I might have a STD my mindset hasnt been good lately and just been feeling very depressed to the point of not being able to snap out of it

Ouch, praying for you bro.

Oh and to top it off my FTP server on my site is down again its nothing i can do to fix it, it has to be done on my providers end and they take an average of a week to reply

Im switching providers in july most definitly

Will pray for you addy...

Hey Addy , Ive been sort of out of the swing of things , Every thing going ok bro ?